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    Thursday, November 5, 2009

    changed to onsugar! heehz:D

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    Blogged @ 1:11 PM

    Saturday, October 31, 2009

    oh man i have really screwed up big time.. out of 3 papers i.ve already screwed up 2! the first time i wrote out of point for an english essay is during Os, how great. and i spent months to prepare for my amath jus to fail it, bravo isnt it. well perhaps you might say i should have started 2 years ago and not months ago, but whatever it is you cant deny the amount of effort that i.ve put in isnt it. i thought i could secure 3 A1s already>emath amath and chinese. but now i know i only managed to secure one which is chinese and i might not be able to use it since i screwed up my english already. i feel so stupid, the subject i spent most time on screwed me up the most, i feel effing screwed!

    oh and im trying my very very best not to say the fword here, i dont wanna be that vulgar infront of the whole world

    i dunno what you.re up to lah, whatever it is can wait till after Os kay, and i saw it:)

    Blogged @ 8:30 PM

    Saturday, October 24, 2009

    its time i learn to be independent and not rely on you anymore, sorry for always acting like a spoilt baby and wanting you to give in to me. if you knew what that means, would you still have said okay?

    Blogged @ 10:46 PM

    Friday, October 23, 2009

    y'know, every now and then i would allow my mind to drift off alittle bit further, and i would wonder things about you, how are you, are you still angry with me, have you forgiven me, when will you talk to me blah blah blah.. i was the one who let go of everything, so i guess i dont have the right to want you back anymore isnt it, all the little things that you did, all the iloveyous that you said, all the quarrels and disputes, theres no way i can forget, im really selfish, i dont want you to let go yet at the same time i dont want to go back to the past, when they tell me that you went back and rarely talk, i dunno why but i jus felt a sense of guilt, i know till now you.re still hating me for having done that to you, to be honest, now that i look back, i wish i could give myself a big tight slap for doing that to you, even me myself i am shocked by my capability to do this to hurt you.. everytime they ask about us, i really dont know what to say, how long do you want this to continue, or are you simply jus punishing me, if this is my retribution, i.ll accept this punishment, i mean i have no choice right?

    iloveyou and thats all i really know
    you showed me what true love is; Us... <3!

    Blogged @ 7:16 PM

    Saturday, October 10, 2009

    i have graduated.. really cant bear to let go of everything

    4 years ago in p6 while we were sitting in the hall waiting for the release of which schools we were posted to, i prayed to God asking him to let me get posted to the school that He thinks is suitable for me and that i leave everything to His hands, and then ms choo pass the slip to me and nodded her head, saying "suying its a good school, treasure", at that time i was pretty surprised cos chung cheng was my 3rd choice, and as the saying goes 'everything happens for a reason', i now know the reason, i really do

    suddenly im afraid of what the future beholds for me, will i still be able to meet such great tchers and friends? on the first day of school, chung cheng was scary and a total stranger to me, on the last day of school, chung cheng is a home to me, notice the word home, its a place filled with love everywhere, well although there are still some black sheeps, but seriously chung cheng is a really friendly school, tchers and friends are always there to help you and are always by your side, giving you lots of encouragements and help

    this year has been such a dramatic year for me, filled with lots of laughter, tears, and curses (!!!), well i guess most of you would have known what happened, its an open secret anyways, no point hiding anymore, cos its so so so fake whenever i say its not true, but those incidents also made me realise how jealous some people can be, and saying that im fake and pretending to be angry when im actually happy inside, well whatever they say, i dont really care cos afterall these people cant be really good friends judging from their words and thinkings, and to my clique: although you all always suan me, but without it, there wont be any laughters and without laughters, i would be bored to death, thanks for always helping me whenever i need help, we.ve had our fair share of disputes, but at the end of the day, all is well again!:)

    of cos, not forgetting tchers! all the tchers that have taught me before, i really really lovey'! ms adri, zheng hui zhen lao shi, ms wee, ms goh, mrs yeo, ms chua, mr davamoni, ms annisa, mr ahmad, mrs karen lim (im not sure about her name), mr kelvin chia, huang mu mei lao shi, ms judy ng, mrs yang, mr sequira (not sure about the spelling too), mr faizal, mrs low, mr teo, mrs cheng, ms gan, mrs tan, mr gan, chris (mr lim), mr tan and other tchers but i suddenly cant rmb! and to mr kelvin chia: its been hard on you! i know it hasnt been easy teaching 4grace cos we are really a bunch of naughty kids, teaching us is indeed a challenge, but never once did you lose your temper at us, and even when we keep failing chem, you never give up on us but instead arranged remedials for us without us making the first move, although i dont really like science, but i promise i.ll put in double, if not, triple the effort to at least get a B for Os, and to mrs yeo: really really cant bear to leave you lah! sometimes i wonder, why am i so lucky? mrs yeo, i really loveya alot and i promise i.ll get distinctions for both math (notice i dont dare to say A1 le hahaha), thankyou tchers!

    today im proud of chung cheng, tmr chung cheng will be proud of me
    今日中正人 今世中正人
    iloveyou, chung cheng!!!!

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    Blogged @ 10:40 AM

    Sunday, October 4, 2009

    yaye i jus bought a printer!:DDDDD

    from tmr onwards, it means theres only 21 days left to Os, and it will be intensive mugging

    english is my best pal
    higher chinese is my sweetheart
    social studies is my darling
    egeog is my soulmate
    elit is my baby
    amath is my lover
    emath is my sunshine
    physics is my boyf
    chemistry is my man

    i love Os, Os love me

    *laughs*

    Blogged @ 9:21 PM

    Friday, October 2, 2009

    thank god its friday, i was totally drained out this freaking week

    haix chris has left to study overseas, managed to send him a farewell text and his reply is so sweet! will really miss you kay, chris! i guess i.ll never be so lucky anymore to meet such a tcher in future.. suddenly i feel guilty for the times i.ve been sleeping during your lessons, sorry! oh and also thanks for giving such high marks for orals, if not for that mark i wouldnt have gotten a B for english, so thanks man! andand thanks for your texts, really really sweet!:)

    mom told me this morning that i should really find time to sleep, she says whenever she comes back, im jus half alive with my eyes half open and im practically dragging my feet when i walk, i wish i could sleep too, but lets be logical here, im left with only 24days to Os, so tell me what i should do now..

    i dunno why mr chia keep looking at me, i really have no idea, its like this during consultation, its like this during meeting, its even like this jus now during remedial, and his eyes open so big i very scared hahaha, ohyes i reckon i had better buck up and do well for my Os, tchers have been helping me out and i shouldnt fail them as a student isnt it:)

    please please please please stop telling me stuffs like "i havnt start mugging leh", "woah so hardworking ah", "haix i so slack lor", for goodness sake please stop! you think i three-year old kid ah, will believe that you havnt start, wo zhang da le okay

    without zx, i feel so helpless! when studies screw me up, i turn to zx. when relationships screw me up, i turn to zx. when stupid and silly problems screw me up, i turn to zx. zx, come back quickly lah!! tmrtmr you.re coming back! yaye:DDDDD

    i want go kbox i want go kbox i want go kbox!

    Blogged @ 7:13 PM