Sunday, March 22, 2009♥
	Kor said his L1R5 of 6points is achieved by working hard, And not having any entertainment 3months before the exams. Since I'm not as clever as him, I.ll have to spend more time right. Haha. Therefore, I.ve decided to start work. Right now. So I.ll be on hiatus for a long long time I guess. Don't bother to tag anymore. Just msg me or gimme a call anytime ^^v! (Will still update during the holidays, perhaps) Labels: goodbye my blog Blogged @ 10:08 AM

	Wednesday, March 18, 2009♥
	Finally found back myself. Finally! Don't know what's over me recently. Even I felt that I.ve changed, not to mention the people around me. Don't trust people, get irritated easily, blah blah blah. Yucks, hate that me. But luckily I found back my old self (I don't know how though). Woots. Yaye. Talked to Miss Tan on facebook. Ohmygosh. Felt really happy man! Last time when she taught me, I was in Primary4 and now I'm already in Sec4! How time flies! But it feels so so great to be able to talk to primary school teachers yet again. Felt like friends, you know. Haha. And she is coming back perhaps at year-end (she's in Wellington now). So, we.ll get together one day, 4Brillance!! ^^ Also talked to Eunice. Long time no talk le. Felt really really great!! I'm one happy and blessed girl! ^^v! Labels: happy Blogged @ 7:43 PM

	Tuesday, March 17, 2009♥
	'pool of livers......' Blogged @ 7:38 PM

	Saturday, March 14, 2009♥
	It's 2plus in the morning now, and I can't get to sleep although I'm dead tired. Many things are running through my mind right now. Is it cos it's late now and people tend to be more emotional? I really don't know. Many a time, I told myself "Time to let go, it's really over this time". But in the end, I always find myself going back to you. Am I very useless? Am I such a loser? "C'mon! It's nothing! Forget him and move on!" Easier said then done. They have not a single idea what's going on. They.re just thinking it's another emo post yet again. Everytime I think of all the little things you do and the words you say, I.ll totally waver. It's all the little things that make it into one big thing. When it comes to love, I'm just a selfish bitch who gets jealous easily. Blogged @ 2:38 AM

	Monday, March 9, 2009♥
	Hey SuYing, Are you stupid or what? Are you a fool or an idiot? You even failed your HCL and Emath papers! You.re a Chinese yet you fail your HCL paper. You can't even do Emath, and you wanna do Amath? What have you been doing all this while? You promised Mom and Dad that you.ll do well and not disappoint them. You promised your teachers that you.ll do well and not disappoint them. You promised Rao Lao Shi that you.ll do well and not disappoint her! Have you forgotten what she has taught you and said to you in Primary School? "去照照镜子，看看自己是什么皮肤的人。 既然自己是黄皮肤的人，那就应该讲华文，因为华语才是属于我们的语言。 身为华人，我们就必须把我们的华文搞好，这样才值得被尊敬。" But have her words really sunk into your mind?? Go think about it. Really hope that you.ll wake up to your senses!! Labels: disappointed Blogged @ 7:47 PM

	Friday, March 6, 2009♥
	What am I supposed to say now? If you give me one chance to tell you how I am feeling, I.ll wait till I can wait no more. Even I'm amazed by my tolerance towards you. Yes, being tolerant and looking at things from a different view is my new year resolution. But it does not refer to this type of matter. Each time I get angry, just a simple msg from you would appease me very easily. This is my weakness; having a soft heart. And you made use of this weakness of mine, Thinking I would tolerate you for as long as I live. But hell no, recently I realise I can't seem to tolerate anymore. Seeing your face and hearing your name just makes me wanna go into hiding. Why am I hiding like a convict? I.ve no idea at all. Just wanna avoid you. Just don't wanna see you. I don't quite know what to say, actually. Or rather, what are the right words to say. On a lighter tone of frustration (contradiction) here. Common Test is totally screwed up!! I feel like a fool. I actually can't do Emath!! Can you guys believe it? I can't do Emath!! Is there something wrong with me? Or did I see the Amath paper as Emath paper? I doubt so. It's just that difficult for me. Real tough. As for the Physics paper yesterday, it was such a terrible nightmare. I studied for the whole day, yet when I look at the paper, I.ve no idea how to solve. And I did questions in assessments. So what's the reason? Felt real demoralised. Study so hard yet the result's same as not studying. Next week is Chemistry and Physics Os SPA. Damn scared leh. Screwed up last year's both SPA. If this year I screw up again, I can say Bye to A le. Am I thinking a little too much about Os? I dreamt that I scored B4 for English Os. And I broke down. Cos that means I had to use HCL as my L1 and Chinese couldn't be used as R5. And I woke up from the dream remembering another dream I had before this. I dreamt that I also got B4 for HCL Os. I'm really scared. Time's running out. 7 more months to Os. Good luck to me and friends. Blogged @ 8:13 PM

	Monday, March 2, 2009♥
	Common Test is driving me crazy!! The timetable is really unreasonable and unfair. HCL, Chemistry and Egeog on one day. SS and Amath on another day. How to memorise? How to study? Where got time? Today Egeog was a gone case le. Couldn't finish the paper, couldn't remember the points. Chemistry had afew wrong le. HCL didn't get to finish the paper, and the paper is difficult. Tomorrow is SS and Amath. Think I'm giving up on SS le. Cos as I'm reading the textbook, nothing goes into my head at all. As for Amath, I'm still struggling. Chapters 12 & 13 is still okay, but I'm always making careless mistakes. Chapter 14 ah.. It's damn damn difficult! I just hope I don't fail my Amath. But one thing for sure, I'm failing my Combined Humans. Once again. And thanks to those who have been telling me to Jiayou for Common Test. Haha. It does help a little, actually. But I realise the reason I'm studying so hard is cos I don't want to disappoint my parents. I don't wanna hear them say "I'm disappointed." ever again. Labels: STRESS Blogged @ 8:14 PM