y'know, every now and then i would allow my mind to drift off alittle bit further, and i would wonder things about you, how are you, are you still angry with me, have you forgiven me, when will you talk to me blah blah blah.. i was the one who let go of everything, so i guess i dont have the right to want you back anymore isnt it, all the little things that you did, all the iloveyous that you said, all the quarrels and disputes, theres no way i can forget, im really selfish, i dont want you to let go yet at the same time i dont want to go back to the past, when they tell me that you went back and rarely talk, i dunno why but i jus felt a sense of guilt, i know till now you.re still hating me for having done that to you, to be honest, now that i look back, i wish i could give myself a big tight slap for doing that to you, even me myself i am shocked by my capability to do this to hurt you.. everytime they ask about us, i really dont know what to say, how long do you want this to continue, or are you simply jus punishing me, if this is my retribution, i.ll accept this punishment, i mean i have no choice right?
iloveyou and thats all i really know
you showed me what true love is; Us... <3!