suddenly i feel so thankful for the creation of blogs and that i.ve got one, this is seriously where i can rant like a mad dog without irritating anyone, i mean if you choose to come to this blog and read then i guess you have a choice not to, so if you have already started reading this post and you dont want your happy mood to be ruined by me, i suggest you navigate to other pages this very moment yeah:)
i feel so damn screwed up and messed up, it jus seems like theres always problems infront of me that i have to face and these problems cant be solved at all no matter what methods i try to use, its making me so damn fedup that i dunno how much longer i can hold on to everything.. i.ve really tried my very best to control and not say anything about it, jus pretending that nothing has ever happened before, but you people seem to take this for granted, im really sick of all this man, i mean what did i do to deserve all this, okay sometimes i admit its my fault but you cant put all the blame on me right, ah damn i feel like scolding eff!!
forget it i.ll jus concentrate on my studies and not care about all those stupid silly things which means nothing already, i dunno, perhaps i jus dont like the feeling of losing