44 days to Os and im still so damn unprepared for it, my physics and chem is still hopeless like some smelly socks till i dont know where to even start from man, really tried but its like telling me "hey suying, you cant", i cant master it even with practises and consultations, plusplus i have to take into consideration my other subjects which i know are jus like shyt too. yes, you people will tell me "sciences jus need to understand the concepts and know how to apply and practise more", yah yah yah, talk is cheap like seriously, i also know how to talk, free what, imagine people telling you your lousiest subjects are what they think is the easiest, damn mega cut-through, instant K.O.
everyone is so busy about Os now, mugging every single moment, yet im like still not really in the mug mood, do one qns, walk around, do another qns, lie on bed, do next qns, go sleep, wow how great, 44 days to Os, to me its the same as telling me 44 days to doom
seriously, i.ve no idea why i acted that way, i was rather shocked too by my reaction to be honest, perhaps its jus an act of self-defence, i guess if you were me, you wouldnt be able to withstand the pain too (?) why did we become like that, actually you.re tired too arent you, but if you.re really true, no matter what you.ll still come back, if you.re not, i wont make a big fuss outta it either
and im still sick, dying from agony