so what if what you said is true, so what if you said makes sense, so what. so what if im using him, so what if im toying with his feelings, so what if im pretending to like him when i dont, so what if i treat him badly, so what. what business izzit of yours may i know, mister? you act like you know everything when you dont have the single shyt whats going on. okay maybe you know what im thinking of what im feeling but i tell you straight here, you have no right to tell me all this bullshyt here. you should be lucky man, cos i.ve never treated you the way i treat him. to you i would be careful with my words, i would think before i speak and i would never raise my voice at you nor take it out on you. until now, you still dont get it do you.
okay after all the scoldings on top, i did some serious thinking.. aha what you said do makes sense but im jus hanging on to delusions. i jus wanna make myself believe but after what you said, i totally failed to do so.
my feelings for you was a thing of the past,
whats left here is jus some bits and pieces of evidence showing that we once knew each other
no more feelings, jus reliance
and to you people, if your motive of doing all those oh-so-damn-obvious acts is to let me know that you people are still not stopping and want me to know that you people exist in this world, thanks i.ve got it