look its getting nowhere, seriously i dunno what i want either, when you give me the cold shoulder i miss you, when you talk to me i act cold, yeah even im fedup with my this stupid attitude, i guess it all boils down to the trust issues..
face it, we.re all playing games, none of us is faithful or devoted or whatsoever, i saw your lies but didnt expose it, i mean whats the point, you can jus deny and people will only say im creating drama and attracting attention, so totally no point at all and seriously i dont see the need to expose your lies, and if you know what i.ve been doing behind your back, you.re going to scream like hell and then kill me, so actually i.ve got no right to be angry at you for doing all this.. is your acting that good? i dont think so.. you left so many evidence lah, so lets jus say im blind and stupid okay?
i remembered ms tan's words, she said dont be too possessive jus let go, like what i always say 'once it is lost, it can never be found back again', and it was long gone. no more. i dunno what im going to do next, but i guess it would be better if we stop all connections for the time being, this means i.ll have time to go do what i like and also find something to do in the meantime, good good
i failed to play my role well, i jus wanna run away
i.ve no idea how much longer i can hold on, so if you wanna go jus go, this time i wont hold you back
and and saturday is coming what should i do, help please (??)
and as im chatting with ky now, i feel that im about to take my words back, ah suying will you please stop falling deeper into it?? see, thats why i say over-reliance
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