i dunno how to clear up the mess
the things that happen recently really made me tired, i.ve got no more extra energy to care about whatsoever stuffs, infact i thought i could jus die down there, you always tell me tomorrow, and the next day you tell me tomorrow again, and tomorrow never comes, everytime you give me the same shyt the same disappointment, theres really no way i can communicate with you anymore, the relationship has turned so sour that i dunno how to salvage it, you brought me so much pain and misery, you call yourself a man? i cant stand the sight of you, sometimes i even hate you, but you know what, i cant live without you and no matter what, i still love you, yah what irony.. but its true
i lost a friend, i didnt reply him, i ignored him, i thought it was jus not replying msgs and everything would be fine, but i couldnt get to sleep, i was tempted into replying i admit when it was already 1plus am in the wee morning, what was i thinking of, from the moment that i.ve decided not to reply, i knew everything has ended, hes not gonna forgive me, he and his friends are gonna give me hell, im sorry i dont ask for his forgiveness, cos its not like we.re gonna talk again, but im really sad that i.ve lost a friend jus like that. goodbye and takecare
over-reliance
how i wish you could still entertain me with your dumbness, how i wish you could still be there for me, how i wish everything could go back to the past, but i ended everything with my own hands, believe it or not, im already missing you although i jus said everything has ended, yeah go on and laugh all you want, i know you.re thinking how silly can i be, but.. deep down i know everything has not ended yet
im going to work hard im going to work hard im going to work hard
yeah suying is gonna work hard
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