you know what, i am so sick of everything.
everytime i go outta my classroom, i.ll have people from your class staring at me
i dont even know you, and you stare at me
well that sounds so logical.
i dont owe you anything do i? or are you just hearing stuff from your friend that im some bitch who sends some stupid msg. and so you stared at me like i owe you something when the hell i dont even know you.
yeah i know you wanna help your friend by staring at me?
fine you win then.
so every freaking chance we meet you people are gonna stare/look at me right? well thats just fine. i really hate going to school.
when you walk, people just turn their freaking heads to look at you.
hello? im a human being with insecurities too okay? like hi the reason you.re turning your head to look at me is because i look really bitchy and thats why you.re staring.
well thanks thats really nice of you. just leave me alone will you? and im not wanting to boast about the fact that i get stared at. im sick of it man.
hey. you know what im not even sucking up to you
i hate to try to even suck up
yeah, go on, say that im a bitchy flirt for sending that stupid msg
okay fine
so what
talking to him > more people knowing about it > famous for being a bitch
i finally understood truly what maryann meant when she said that, i really do now. shes right, when you.ve been through all types and varieties of shyt, you.re never gonna find yourself crying jus because someone said something which was really touching and whatsoever, you.ll jus go "wow what nice language, and whatsup with those people crying nonstop and even saying shyt" yeah thats how you.re going to react
heartless? coldblooded? you can say whatever you like, thats your mouth and i cant stop you. i think i.ve changed, i wasnt like that in the past, kinship, friendship and relationship problems used to send my tears flowing down, but now i guess i.ve run out of tears, im still bothered by all these, but it seems like it lasted for perhaps only a day or two, and i dunno if this is good or not
i wanted to scold, scold the f word out loud, but stopped in time. i was thinking..you wouldnt be feeling too good after doing so many evil deeds, yeah perhaps you dont feel anything at all, and is even feeling so damn shiok now, but i dont care, you do whatever you want, its none of my business, you jus get outta my life and i promise i.ll disappear from yours too
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