What am I supposed to say now?
If you give me one chance to tell you how I am feeling,
I.ll wait till I can wait no more.
Even I'm amazed by my tolerance towards you.
Yes, being tolerant and looking at things from a different view is my new year resolution.
But it does not refer to this type of matter.
Each time I get angry, just a simple msg from you would appease me very easily.
This is my weakness; having a soft heart.
And you made use of this weakness of mine,
Thinking I would tolerate you for as long as I live.
But hell no, recently I realise I can't seem to tolerate anymore.
Seeing your face and hearing your name just makes me wanna go into hiding.
Why am I hiding like a convict? I.ve no idea at all.
Just wanna avoid you. Just don't wanna see you.
I don't quite know what to say, actually.
Or rather, what are the right words to say.
On a lighter tone of frustration (contradiction) here.
Common Test is totally screwed up!!
I feel like a fool. I actually can't do Emath!!
Can you guys believe it? I can't do Emath!!
Is there something wrong with me? Or did I see the Amath paper as Emath paper?
I doubt so. It's just that difficult for me. Real tough.
As for the Physics paper yesterday, it was such a terrible nightmare.
I studied for the whole day, yet when I look at the paper, I.ve no idea how to solve.
And I did questions in assessments. So what's the reason?
Felt real demoralised. Study so hard yet the result's same as not studying.
Next week is Chemistry and Physics Os SPA.
Damn scared leh. Screwed up last year's both SPA.
If this year I screw up again, I can say Bye to A le.
Am I thinking a little too much about Os?
I dreamt that I scored B4 for English Os. And I broke down.
Cos that means I had to use HCL as my L1 and Chinese couldn't be used as R5.
And I woke up from the dream remembering another dream I had before this.
I dreamt that I also got B4 for HCL Os.
I'm really scared. Time's running out.
7 more months to Os. Good luck to me and friends.
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