Friday, February 27, 2009♥
	Yes! I think I had quite a fruitful day today! :) Went straight after school to meet ZuXian. Had lunch, then went to the library to study. Supposed to be studying Chemistry, but I ended up doing Differentiation instead! And I was looking at the stack of worksheets Mrs Yeo gave out today When.. I found out my Emath file was missing! Ah gosh. How blur and careless can I be. Really hope it's inside my locker!! If not I can die for common test le. But.. I really don't remember putting it in my locker leh. Then ZuXian say perhaps someone steal it.. Damn. If it's really true and I found out who izzit.. Hahaha. Get ready to die! And I'm tired!!! Today gym was only running the threadmill. Totally cannot liao. Argh!! I must do well for common test!! CAN DE!! Yaye =) Blogged @ 10:04 PM

	Wednesday, February 25, 2009♥
	Dear blog, SuYing is starting a new life as from now on. It still hurts whenever I see him. But I'm still trying my best to forget him. Every little thing he has done and said still lingers in my head. But that's all in the past, long long time ago. Guess I.ve to avoid him once again.. Cos I don't wanna be hurt anymore. That feeling suxs like nobody's business. Didn't expect such a big reaction from you people, seriously. But anyways, thanks! *smiles and moves on* Also thanks to those who have helped me alot alot. Lazy to list all the names lah. But especially wanna thank Daryl! Thanks for helping me even though you yourself is troubled over that matter. And also to ZuXian!! Gosh, how can I ever thank you!!! Thanks Thanks! =) Labels: smile Blogged @ 7:54 PM

	Tuesday, February 24, 2009♥
	I'm letting go of everything once and for all. I can feel it.. You don't care anymore. So no use saying or doing anything. Cos it doesn't help at all. I.ve sorted out my thinkings. I don't wanna point my finger at you and say you.re at fault. I mean.. What's the point? So, I'm just gonna put an end to all this. You.ve been a really great guy lah. I have to admit. But I knew this day would come sooner or later. And indeed, it really came. Forget the good times we have. Forget the bad times we went through. Forget your smile. Forget your eyes. Forget my heart. I stay silent, take three steps back and let go. Goodbye. Blogged @ 8:19 PM

	Sunday, February 22, 2009♥
	Okay here's a quick update on what happened for this week.. //wednesday You know what. I went for cca! Wondering why right. Hahaha. 1. friends 2. teacher 3. juniors 4. passion (???!!) //thursday Had Chemistry and Physics mock spa. And kena caught by Mrs Tan during Chemistry mock spa for earring. (2nd time caught this week! T^T) Then stayed back for the zuo wen test. And when we went there, it's like already full liao lor. Okay, in other words. We were late (haha) //friday Nothing much happen actually.. Had Amath test and ting xie.. Amath I sure die liao this time. Then after school went straight to meet parkway. And then went to meet Gen to have breakfast+lunch+dinner (I dunno call what) Finally went home to slack!! :) //saturday Went out with Gavril they all (makeup) And they were late so me and JiaHui waited for close to 50mins (?) Pissed off sia! But then after that jiu okay le. Haha. Me and JiaHui wear almost the same. And Gavril still say we wear qing lv zhuang. Haha. No movie to watch at vivo so we went to plaza sing to watch K-20. And XiangXi keep saying singapore plaza. hahaha. The movie was quite okay lah, some parts pretty funny. But Gavril and QiXian didn't watch, they went home after going arcade. And the movie ended at about 8plus going to 9. So we went back at about 9plus like that. Ohyes! I remember this part! Damn funny! During the movie, XiangXi lent Clarence jacket. And Clarence was like "Woah hao gan dong! Wo men share!" Hahaha. So funny! Ah lazy to blog in details. But overall the outing was quite okay lah. //today>sunday Did some Amath then had tuition at about 3plus. Then was practically slacking the whole day, doing nothing. Tomorrow have school again (sighs...) From tomorrow onwards, it's mugging week!! Indulging myself in the world of Chemistry, Physics, Amath, Emath, Humans.. T^T Labels: update Blogged @ 7:09 PM

	Tuesday, February 17, 2009♥
	Suay lah! Today damn suay sia. Just walk outta toilet happily then kena caught liao. Nightmare lah! Last year also kena caught by the same VP. Okay lah, I kena I nothing to say. Cos I know my grooming suxs. But Venice also kena leh! I really stun tio lor! I mean look at her skirt lah! I think twice as long as mine le bah.. And her socks too! Like that also kena caught, then I think cchms no guai kia liao. But I feel so what sia. Although my skirt never reach kneecap, But then also not say short until what mah. And she still want Venice and JiaHui tuck in shirt and only left 3cm outside. I'm sorry for being rude, but i'ts CRAZY!! Go look around the school lah! Got how many pupils like that? I think can count with both your hands lor. (and perhaps leg?) Ah!! Tomorrow morning still needa go see her. Then today pe kena hit by ball two times. And our team lose lor. Haix. But nevermind, next week we.ll win! (hopefully..) Labels: suay Blogged @ 8:05 PM

	Saturday, February 14, 2009♥
	Happy Valentines Day!! Firstly, a big big thanks to all who have given me presents! I like it alot! Haha. Some give me but I never give them. So gonna give them on monday. Went out with JiaHui today, but dunno why feel very different. Cos we practically spent our time sitting down. Not much things to do, and our legs damn pain :( And actually is meet Gavril they all de, but then.. Haix.. Tai bao qian le. Felt quite guilty sia. And we met Venessa and YanYi at orchard with their friends. The guy still ask if we from zhong zheng.. It's like so obvious can. Haha. And Venessa was like helping us to answer "Yes lah!" Watched Pink Panther 2 today. The show was pretty funny. Couldn't stop laughing. Haha. Silly guy in the movie! Went to auntie's house at around 8. Played with Nicole, Xavier, Shawn and Randy. woah nicole and xavier damn hiong. very strong also hit me like im a wall sia. but then they very cute lah. haha then shawn keep telling the two of them to kiss randy, and the scene was like.. okay, cannot say here. all i can say is that its so obscene!! and shawn was like "nevermind, 16 liao" haha. playing with them reminds me of my childhood lah. like how me, shawn and randy used to play those lame lame games.. tmr still have the calli thingy, mus wake up super early. so sian!! and after that have tuition. ohmygosh. one day jus pass like that leh. but today dont really feel like vday, yesterday more like it today will be the last day.. 20 more mins to 15 of feb after 20 mins, everything will end. completely Labels: happy valentines day Blogged @ 11:27 PM

	Wednesday, February 11, 2009♥
	everything's going way too fast, like a bullet train all the things i.ve done and gone through seems like a blur to me sometimes i really wonder how did i survive and study for psle i remember in primary school, whenever i reach home, very automatically i.ll take out my homework to do. and i forgot how i did that, seriously my life in sec4 is boring. so so so boring cos it only revolves around studies and Os this year im putting aside everything, and concentrating on Os now, i only wanna study study and study i dont care if its boring, irritating or whatever. i jus wanna study i played too much in sec3. therefore this year i have to put in twice the effort, perhaps thrice compared to others to get what i want and so far, i think i.ve improved although its not fantastic results, but at least i no longer fail my amath wow i say until i feel so motivated. like writing yan jiang ci sia oh well whatever.. time to study le!! Blogged @ 7:08 PM

	Saturday, February 7, 2009♥
	dear teacher, this post is specially dedicated to you. so read with your eyes open big big i thought you were okay and i still wondered why many people dislike you but. now i know why firstly, you.ve been our teacher for one year one month le yet, you dont even have the basic simple trust in us many of us took the time to study for the test and sacrificing our tv/com time. yet what do we get in return? your suspicion in whether we cheated secondly, you were not in class for 2 days and we didnt know what chapters were tested. and what categories are there we didnt even know the details at all when we.re the ones taking the paper was it our fault? why do you make it seem like its our fault? thirdly, you were supposed to give us the schedule but until now, which is february, we receive nothing from you so what.. our fault again? ps. this incident really turns me off but dont worry, im not going to let this incident ruin my motivation to get A1 its jus not worth it dear teacher, im sorry about those striked words i dunno if you.ll be reading this but i still wanna apologise i was the one at fault cos i didnt get the whole facts right and i started putting all the blame on you as if you were at fault and most importantly, i know im plain rude when you called me to answer the question, i looked at you and i felt guilty. and guilty means i know im the one at fault therefore, i apologise for my rudeness. (i feel weird saying this in english btw) /edited. Blogged @ 7:52 PM

	Tuesday, February 3, 2009♥
	school is not fun at all, neither izzit interesting or whatever you call that school is busy, boring and bland. its not crazy, but its driving me crazy im afraid i.ll break down one day, i can imagine myself in a mental hospital.. every week theres bound to be more than one test week9 is common test, week10 is Os chem SPA end of april is PrelimOne. its not that im being naggy or emo or act hardworking or whatsoever, but seriously, look at the dates lah and the amount of time i.ve left i can confidently say its not enough. at all plus. its sec3 and sec4 work!! and i.ve no confidence at all that i can do well. okay, dont say B3 lah, i dont even know if i can pass anot.. this year i.ve screwed up my 1st chem test, 1st physics test and 2nd amath test well.. whatever dont say le lah . . thought i could de-stress by blogging.. helps a little, but not much though gotta go give everything out in the gym>run like siao (haha) \ if you give me a chance to tell you what im feeling, i.ll wait till i can wait no more Labels: STRESS Blogged @ 8:14 PM