supposed to go gym with zx this morning
but i was too tired and cancelled it.. sorry zx! next time okay
week4 has ended>4 weeks passed>4 weeks lesser to prepare for Os
have i been thinking too much about Os?
i even dream about my results for the Os..
i dreamt that i got a B4 for HCL.. NO!! i dont want!!
if i really get B4, i can forget about going to jc le..
stress.. thought today has school and woke up at 4plus, asking mom what time
and mom told me to go back to sleep, saying today no school
sleep also cannot sleep well..
am i being alittle too worried and stressed up for Os?
friends around me dont seem to worry that much..
i told them about the amount of time that we.ve left till PrelimOne,
and they jus said "woah so fast ah"..
i wanna relax too! but i cant afford to.. at all
relaxing comes with a price>ruining my future
and im not going to do it, of cos. haha
and the stress adds on when i found out you.ve been doing so well..
why why why.. why did i feel this way??
i should be happy for you!!
isnt this what i always wanted since last year??
so. why am i being uphappy now that you.ve proven it??
im sorry, im not able to understand you
but how am i supposed to? i dont understand myself either..
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two's jus nice. three's a crowd
im not that generous to share you with other people..
not saying anything doesnt mean you can continue with your monkey business
im a human, i get jealous
if anyone is coming into this game, i.ll leave then